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Birthday: 4/30/1982


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Thursday, February 19, 2009

Man, it's been awhile.

I ended up here tonight. And man, it's been awhile! How is everybody? Anyone around here anymore? I was looking at some of my previous posts. Just about 3 years ago, I posted this... right on April.
 
"May all your expectations be frustrated. May all your plans be thwarted. May all your desires be withered into nothingness. That you may experience the powerlessness and poverty of a child and sing and dance in the love of God the Father, the Son. and the Spirit."

A Blessing prayed over Henri Nouwen by a friend


Sunday, January 20, 2008

Currently Reading
The Dream Giver
By Bruce Wilkinson
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Wasteland

While I was attending Simpson University, I worked at the local Christian bookstore for a short period of time. Looking back, I truly believe that God put this random woman in my path. This particular night, it was strangely slow. For whatever reason, I was the only person at the register and this woman headed straight for me. We talked for a while. And we were never interrupted! And then she was gone. During the conversation, she told me that I should read this book because it changed her life. Honestly, I remember thinking, "the last thing I needed was to read another book."

It wasn't until I graduated college and moved back home that I came across the book again while I was browsing at Barnes and Nobles. I wish I could call up this random woman and thank her. I read this book within the first 24 hours and fell in love with it. I picked it up again tonight and read the Wasteland chapter. I truly believe this is where I am in life right now.  Here are the highlights…

*After crossing the waters, I thought my dream was just around the corner. Instead, I found a wasteland.
*Every delay made him more determined to find a quicker route. But every attempt only led to another dead end. I was disappointed by the delay. And my doubts about the dream giver only made things worse.
*Now I see that the Wasteland was not a waste! It has taught me to trust the dream giver, even when he's nowhere in sight.
*His trip through the Wasteland had not been a Waste. Now he was prepared for what lay ahead, no mater how hard.

I haven't been able to share with many people where I'm at because I really don't understand myself. I have been (feeling) completely lost and alone. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life and that is scary!!! The other night I was writing an email to a friend and I realized that God has brought me to a place of just plain confusion about everything… my job, my living situation, my church, and my future. And now I'm like, okay Lord…now what? I'm the type of person who loves to be organized. I need to know all the details so that I can make my list and check it off. I love to plan every step and process. However, right now I'm in the wasteland. As much as I have hated this period of my life, I know that I will get through it. It will be worth it and one day I'll look back and UNDERSTAND God's plan and will for this wasteland, delays and all.


Sunday, November 18, 2007

Currently Reading
Lifting Our Eyes: Finding God's Grace Through the Virginia Tech Tragedy The Lauren McCain Story
By Beth J. Lueders
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You will touch the lives of many...

I spent the afternoon reading at Barnes and Nobles in one of those big comfy chairs. I love going to Barnes and Nobles, I need to go there more often.  Anyway, I sat next to this old man who was asleep and snoring the entire time! Who does that?!

Most of the afternoon I read this book called, "Lifting Our Eyes." It was about the Virginia Tech massacre victims.  It spolighted Lauren McCain. This girl was amazing. I wish I could have known her... 

"The purpose and love of my life is Jesus Christ," she wrote in her profile on MySpace.com. "I don't have to argue religion, philosophy, or historical evidence because I KNOW Him. He is just as real, if not more so, as my 'earthly' father."

What an example she continues to lead because of the way she lived her life.  I have been reading her journal entries and statements written by family and friends. I hope that I can leave a legacy like Lauren and Rachel (Columbine shooting). When tragedies like these happen, I can't help but dig into the lives of people such as these. How could they not encourage us to live our lives by only bringing honor and glory to our savior?

I hope to touch the hearts of many.


Sunday, October 07, 2007

Something to think about...Something I need to think about...

Do you have unrealistic expectations about what your life is supposed to look like right now? How are those expectations affecting your view of yourself? Your relationship with others? Your relationship with God? What can you do to replace those views with a healthier perspective of who God has created you to be at this stage in life?

 


Monday, September 10, 2007

When God Says No

September 10, 2007

When God Says No, Keep Asking

 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.” Matthew 7:7,8 (NKJV)          

Devotion:

Many times we pray and don’t get the answers we want in the time we think it should have been answered. Have you given up on God? Don’t! Let’s look at what God says about praying.

Are you willing to surrender your will for God’s will at all cost? That means you give in to your own idea of how things should be and trust God for how He will answer.

What does God’s Word say about the issue you are praying about? God’s Word is living and powerful and discerns our hearts and motives. While reading it and looking for God’s answer to your prayer, you will know if your prayer is according to God’s will.

Also, ask the Holy Spirit to give you His supernatural leading as to how to pray for your need. He will do that for us - He desperately wants us to ask that of Him.

If you have done these things and your heart is right before God, let the pleading begin!

There is a Canaanite woman in the Bible who wouldn’t take the answer “no” from Jesus. She came to Him and asked that her daughter be freed of demon possession. He didn’t answer her.  Many would have left him at that point. She didn’t leave, however.  Instead she worshipped Him and pleaded again, “Lord, help me!” He again discouraged her. His disciples wanted to send her away, but she did not give up! She knew with all her heart that Jesus could do anything.

Finally Jesus said to her, “O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed that very hour.

God wants to answer your prayer. Do you have faith like the Canaanite woman? Go before the throne of God with a holy boldness and do not be afraid to trust Him. He loves to give good gifts to those who ask. Just trust His timing, for it is always perfect. He may answer you as you want today, or it may take years for you to see the fruit of your begging.  Keep on asking and keep on knocking and you will receive your answer.

When God appears to say “no,” He isn’t always meaning “no.” Will you be like Jacob and wrestle with God in prayer for your blessing? Jacob wouldn’t let God go unless God blessed him. He preferred that his bones be broken in the fight than to not get his answer to prayer. Jacob received his blessing because he was fervent and not wavering in his faith and pursuit of God.

Application Steps: 

You need to believe that God will answer your prayer. Faith is required for answered prayer. Matthew 9:29

If you lack faith ask God to help your unbelief like the father in Mark 9:23-24. The father said, “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!” Jesus did answer the man’s prayer. He just needed to ask.

Reflections: 

Have you fasted with your praying? Acts 10:30

Have you prayed with two or more people? Matthew 18:19,20

Power Verses:

Matthew 15:22-28, “And behold, a woman of Canaan came from that region and cried out to Him, saying, ‘Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! My daughter is severely demon possessed.’ But He answered her not a word. And his disciples came and urged Him saying, ‘Send her away, for she cries out after us.’ But He answered and said, ‘I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel .’ Then she came and worshipped Him, saying ‘Lord, help me!’ But He answered and said, ‘It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the little dogs.’  And she said, ‘Yes, Lord, yet even the little dogs eat the crumbs which fall from their master’s table.’ Then Jesus answered and said to her, ‘O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire.’ And her daughter was healed from that very hour.” (NKJV) 

James 4:3, “You ask and do not receive because you ask amiss, that you may spend it on your own pleasures. “(NKJV)



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